Men will never understand…

… neither will anyone else.

I guess you can say I’m a very… difficult personality to deal with. I’m glad that the people in my life, remain in my life. I’m just very very hard to please.

I recently got a package from Richard in the mail. Last year, I told him I thought baby hippos are cute. What does he do? He orders a hippo stuffed animal for me… Umm? I didn’t ask for a hippo toy, nor am I like “other girls” that collect stuffed animals. It seems my words or actions seem to make people want to buy me something. This year. What does Richard send me? A towel (with the design of a $100) and a cup that is like a long-extendable camera lens. I think Tiffany likes the gifts more than I do. lol. I don’t know why he sent me this or what his intentions are. I told him thanks. He asks me if I like the gifts. I can’t lie, I don’t! I have no use for it. 

Another example:

  • I was shopping with my mom and I saw something and said “Aww, it’s cute.” When I say it’s cute, it doesn’t necessarily mean I want it. Does it? What does she do? She goes out and buys it for me when I’m not with her. She also did this with a Versace perfume set thing she bought for me, for my birthday. Which is collecting dust, but apparently she uses it.

It’s the thought that counts.

I seriously have no idea what his thoughts were behind these gifts. I need to write a gifting guide for me. I hate getting gifts that I will not use or I don’t need. And my thoughts? It’s clutter.

I guess I just need to work on being more appreciative. But seriously when I say I don’t want anything, don’t get me anything. I can’t even make a decision on what I want. When I want something I’ll usually buy it myself. But it comes and goes often.

Anyways, my birthday is in 2 days. My flight is tomorrow!

Stagnant Friendships

I made a big big boo-boo. You know I’ve heard that saying that girls and guys can never be friends, and I always thought… “That’s Impossible!” Okay, it’s true!

I think it was two years ago, my best friend who moved to Texas, posted something onto Facebook and then her friend from Texas added me on FB. I figured, what the hey, I’ll add him as a friend. No intentions of even thinking we’d be more than Facebook friends. He had joined the Navy or something, so I didn’t expect to hear from him anyways.

Anyways, I guess when he got out, he was super super desperate for a GF and he tried it out with my best friend, but she brushed him off. He dated a few other people, or I guess I should say, went on a few dates. Somehow, he ended up messaging me and we were talking… I had no intentions of liking/dating/starting a relationship, but I guess he did!

I booked a trip to visit Texas, which I later cancelled. Part of it was him. He kept telling me, “I can’t wait for us to meet. It’s my dream come true.” Which really scares and intimidates me! Part of it was her. She got a new boyfriend, whom I hear is really unmotivated. She buys him groceries and food. O__O So I just have a feeling I’d be 3rd wheel. She’s a known ditcher (will explain later).  I also cancelled it because I’m really really stressed with school. :\ I’ll use it later on, for something else ;)

But now I’m at the point where he texts or calls me, incessantly. How do I tell him? I’ve expressed that when we first started talking… I wasn’t trying to get a boyfriend and at this point in time, I’m not dating or seeing anyone, but I prefer to be alone. How do you move on from a friendship or relationship that went sour? It’s just at a point where he annoys me! #HELP

Anyways, I have 3 more exams to do. :\ First time this has happened where all exams fell into the same week.



On a side note, is it weird that the guy is now the possessive one and worried about me liking stuff on Instagram/Facebook. I feel like I’m walking on eggshells! (Will explain in the next post). 

Women are Crazy?

Really? Why do we get this implication passed onto us like this?

But lately, I really feel that women are crazy.

My coworker (I should really use employee)  just got divorced from his ex-wife and she constantly calls our store. Of course, I dash over because I’m thinking it’s important. Only to have her hang up immediately, or call back a minute later. She never says anything, so I returned the call and told her not to call anymore.

What does she do? Continues to call and harass him. >__> Now she’s back on island and she’s stalking him and following him down to the beach. I’m so baffled by this behavior. Ever since I watched that Jodi Arias movie — I’ve been thinking.

What is in us (besides hormones) that make us so crazy?