In a relationship…

I don’t know where to start. For as long as I can remember, I never was in a relationship, or wanted to be in one…

  1. My self-esteem about myself, wasn’t the best.
  2. My friends annoyed me with their constant need to be in a relationship.

I always told myself, focus on school and yourself. Which is what resulted to me “talking” to a lot of people. However, after being with Mo for 1 year, officially. I’ve never been happier. I just don’t know what it is. A lot of people have told me that, it’s because it’s my “first” relationship, so that is why it feels like a Honeymoon all the time.

Overall, I’m surprised because all my old thoughts from my younger 20’s have been wiped away by my boyfriend. I always though, I needed constant change from someone to keep my entertained. But Mo and I could be doing nothing and still enjoy each other’s company. I literally, cannot imagine being away from him for long. I hate that I’m so attached. lol.

He’s currently in Arizona, visiting his brothers. He calls me every night, and even this morning. I didn’t make him, he said he wanted to. God, he’s so amazing and cute. He makes me feel so secure and that I don’t have to worry about anyone or anything.